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Does any one ever get when the prospect of your plate being empty really sadens you? Not coz you dont wanna eat it though just because you are enjoying it so much you never want it to end...?
I got that this morning with my special k, why cant bowls magically refill themselves and not make us fat
:(
At least i got up at 6.30 this morning to ride on my new best friend the exercise bike, it will help the fact that i had a second bowl.
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[12 Apr 2005|03:40pm] |
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I smell like boy perfume :) its so pretty.
I keep smelling it in the hope it will either make me forget i am supposed to be doing work or send me some sort of over inhaling coma so i have an excuse not to do work.
I like to blame my newly found dyslexia for my stupid/lazyness as of late but i dont think anyone will buy it.
Tonight is our last night of freedom :(
I made a vow to myself that from thursday i will be good do work and ban soaps.
My new mantra: the exercise bike is my friend.
Been daily cycling for almost 2 weeks, i think its making me fatter! stupid exercise.
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[17 Mar 2005|04:29pm] |
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I love good driving lessons.
I love blue ribena.
I love helen's smelly paranoia.
I love helen.
I love holiday booking.
I love the holidays when everybody comes home.
I love being with Tim.
I love the climax of conversation.
I love Dora's sicko-ness.
I love jenni's reborn innocence.
I love the sunshine.
I love nectarines.
I love gravy train & le tigre.
I love foo's dancing to desperate russian housewifes.
I love exibitionism.
I love that we cant go a whole day without bitching.
I love that Cat's coming home tomorrow.
I love rhiannon's rhiannonisms.
I love being me today <3
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[03 Mar 2005|06:45pm] |
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For my hoes in london, I be bringing tim out tomorrow night so i can show him off to the world (i.e. you lot)
So everyone has to make an extra BIG effort to come play.
and worst behaviour is expected.
South Woody or Wanstead?
Fill me in bitches. you decide.
Love much <3
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[24 Feb 2005|08:20pm] |
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Gravy train & Le Tigre. ehhhh. Helen i love you.
You are my gig godess.
I'm imagining women dressed as men.
Fatties in bondage wear
and ginger people? (dont know why)
I hope for them anyway.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Masquerade ball tomorrow.
Ohh this is the first shindig i have been to in ages avec un boyfriend.
weekend of tim loving.
*stupid happy relationship feelings* will shut up now.
Went adventuring after school to buy masks mines black and gold with fake eyelashes. SO GOOD.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Belated thankyous for all my birthday love.
Helen deserves banging for the rest of her life for blocparty surprise.
dont mind if i do (sorry for ranting and raving but i do love you lady)
I feel slightly afar from loved ones of late. Missing people who are close by yet far away. I promise loving soon especially to my rhi & foonooly.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
LOVE LOVE LOVE
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[12 Feb 2005|10:11am] |
AFTERSKOOOOOOOOOOOOOL *hands up* if your ready to get down!
I am rouge :)
Last night was superb. Love to the willyman for driving me back to mi casa. And love to my ladies who are back and tea drinking.
<3
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[10 Feb 2005|06:14pm] |
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I am going to Brighton on sunday :)
Cathoo i be staying til tuesday so i may even get to check out your crib if your back by than.
I changed my hair session so i can party on down with my souer and her friends for valentines day seeing as Tim is pissing off to france and all.
What shall i do with my hair? Who's feeling the brown & who's backing the blonde?
Oooh as of tomorrow i am a busy bee. Jam packed til next saturday.
AFTERSKOOL this weekend. Tis my pre birthday celebrations with the hourdes who are returning to be back amongst us. those of you who be always amongst us had still better be there with your party pants on.
Can't wait to see you all. BIG BIG BIG LOVE X
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[31 Jan 2005|09:56pm] |
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Feeling like a rant.. but a good one. Is that still called a rant?
Am super happy being these days. I miss university peoples lots and feel poo coz i know i dont talk to them enough but life is better than its been for a long while at the moment and i'm soaking it up whilst the goodness lasts.
I found out tis Gay Joe who has been keeping my shoes in hiding. I am so excited for their return to my feet :)
I miss rhi. I'm not used to not seeing/speaking to her everyday. BIG LOVE TO YOU <3
Me and Goonface went on a date after school to the woolworths to buy me folders and than i took her on a date to starbucks and we shared a cookie.
Do you ever have those days when you organise your life, and catch up on your work and tidy your room and feel stupidly pleased with yourself for doing so...? i'm having one of those type days.
Pip if your anywhere out there can you please re-write your adress for me so i can send you some love in an envelope.
I look forward to my birthday but only because thats when i get let loose on the roads. *fingers crossed* am hopefully buying tickets to see blocparty at the forum off a boy at school. cannot be bothered with birthday schindig so am taking helen on a valentines day date to worship them instead.
BIG LOVE X
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[29 Jan 2005|09:25am] |
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Feeling out of the loop.
Have been denying myself livejournal and the internet.
Feel so lost without them.
Miss all you beautiful people.
Have had stuff to sort out. . . i think it's done.
I've got a date tonight :)
I miss helen already.
Who's up for fun and games on sunday?
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[19 Jan 2005|05:47pm] |
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Does any one have my bag of shoes and jumper?
I left it in the pub a few weeks ago and when rhi tried to reclaim it they told her someone we know beat her to it... anyone?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY <3
remember people it is my birthday in 1 month - 2 days
big love x
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[12 Jan 2005|09:38pm] |
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I bought a new bed for my shexeh soon to be new bedroom.
I need ideas
You of arty farty origin send to me your vibes of interior design goodness.
<3
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[31 Dec 2004|02:57pm] |
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been so long. . .
And not a whole lot to report :(
new years resolutions :
- stop leading people on
- stop social smoking for good
- stop hoping for things that are lost
I feel a healthy and do able concept to start the new year with no bollocks about eating more greens or stopping the alcamahol flowing :)
happy new year bastard children.
love <3
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[23 Dec 2004|09:32am] |
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I think i may have been slightly drunker than i realised last night.
I got my first ever berrick injury :) which at the time looked alot more drastic and hurt alot less than it does this morning :(
Woke up with two fairly sizeable bruises on my left leg *pokes* ouch.
Haven't had much sleep.
I'm going to the dentist with dirty teeth because i forgot to bring my toothbrush out. mmmmmmmmm
MIRIAM AND JAMES FISHER <3
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[19 Dec 2004|12:36am] |
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Kill me. kill me now.
A record breaking 12 kisses from one old man in the space of a few hours, and a couple of squeezes of my bum. oh yes.
My mum is trying to convince a room of her oldest friends that she is jewish and that she has a double first (even though she left school at 16 and was a pot head/alcoholic until her mid 20's)
I have just realised from where i have received all of my worst drunken attributes. If i am even remotely similar to the image of my mother i have seen tonight i feel sorry for all of you who have to put up with me.
And to top it all everyone but everyone i love is out partying without me :(
make me feel loved. X.
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[18 Dec 2004|05:46pm] |
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I am worried i am depressed and dont know it.
People keep constantly coming up to me and asking me if i'm alright. i keep reassuring the masses i'm fine but it keeps happening. do i seem bummed?
I am sad i cannot come to the afterskool christmas partay tonight to see pipoo *sniff* instead i am working for my parents and serving drinks to old men who get drunk and frisky and smack me on the bum bum.
I dont even need to do it, i have so much money which keeps appearing in my bank account for i sware no reason it's like the magic money fairy. It's hardly as if i earn much at work and i should have no allowance considering it is near enough to the end of the month :S
Work lady bought me chocolates and even the woman i hate gave me a card so i felt bad for having nothing for my old lady colleagues who seem to love me so much. I might go post them some christmas joy tomorrow.
I bought my mum some licorice bears :)
PLEASE can we do something tomorrow?
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[12 Dec 2004|07:55pm] |
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so tired :(
Get a slight lay in, in the morning so i can go visit the doctor face.
Helen's doctor is called doctor banana :D
I'm making my sister a cd of songs that remind us of us so far a stunning line up:
toploader - dancing in the moonlight
motown - aint no mountain hgih enough
jojo - leave
the freestylers - push up
har mar superstar - DUI
lemar - if there's any justice
So much to do, so little time... this years resolutions need to be met before i make new ones :S
Welcome home beth and cathoo i think i managed to corner you both for big drunk deep conversation last night. sorry if i had rants at you, when drunk they sounded like two sided conversations. I look forward to the reappearance of sophie, marky p, pipoo's bottie, willyham, GAVIN (happy birthday for tomorrow) and anyone else i forgot.
Luff and stuff x
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remembering a conversation from yesterday...
g-strings, thongs, knickers, hotpants, shorts, kuilots (sp?), peddle pushers, 3/4 lengths, capri pants, jack-ups, trousers, leggings with stirrups, all in ones :)
I <3 BEING A GIRL.
Yesterdays conversations of varieties of trouserwear for girls, an interesting experience for the boys who thought they knew so much about fashion.
Have i missed anything out?
Always use condoms, and if they say NO slip it on when they're not looking :) HIV talk was really sad, and actually worth listening to unlike most of our 'special' talks. Who really needs a presentation on how to use tampons or how jewsih people believe you should live your life?
Discovered in the last few weeks that i apparently have no morals. does that make me a bad person? I believe strongly in some stuff but most of the big things dont bother me, maybe i should change my way of thinking :S
Am trying to decide upon things to give up for lent, which is odd considering i just said how i have no morals. I dont do it for religious reasons just nice to know i have some control, any suggestions? i was thinking meat as a possibility. I've done chocolate 3 times now, i fancy a new challenge.
Brown hair is fading already coz i only used a poo wash in was out dye, might have to mix up a new longer lasting formula this weekend and re-do it while decorating my christmas tree and having a curry takeaway with the folks and my newly returned sister... yes waltons style, traditional? family christmas has already begun.
X
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[05 Dec 2004|01:49pm] |
I have brown hair and i like it.
Was pessimistic at first, thought the hair session would turn out with us all being slightly ginger and looking like we have alapisha (sp?) but so far so good :) was a tad worrying when laura suggested we got drunk and do it, luckily helen saw through that plan.
Made myself mother hen and made the ladies soup and bread, and had to open up the door to chambers and stoo in a sexual oversized, 5 year old t-shirt my work trousers and blacky/purple looking hair dye with a sexual clear plastic hat on top. oh yes, they have never wanted me more.
Am having withdrawal symptoms from snowboarding kids already 'alpine'
Why have i had no sleep? i blame simon and beak AGAIN. after we set up camp in the blue room i was ntyced into playing hours of nintendo and than me and simon had the urge to watch pretty woman, i managed to stay awake to see her shopping spree :D
got to sleep at 7 :( was rudely awoken at 11 by stoo picking simon up for band practice. and than more snowboarding adventures with toast and bacon sarnies. i won :) never been so proud of myself ever :D
My mum told me my hair looked no different but that she preferred it blonde which i'm guessing is just nice terms for it sucks bums :( i like it! grrrr.
bored now going to play msn games with sophie and discuss poo with rhi.
love to laura for having us X
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Happy happy happy.quite surprised houseid not dirty an dpoo. Not much to clean up. Simon and beak didnt leave forever nbut it was fun to have them aorund. I like when i can have people to my house and not get craxy and aranoid and egt drunk, widh i sisnf care os much about some stuff it kinda depressing but only in stupid girly head way. not gonna write drnken i love yous as i always do but you knoe wohow igt goes. bang bang bbang want to bang ka. lauras tomorrow whoop face should be fun so excited gavin is hoe we, missed him hardcore styley. happy to be reunited i fsdo love him to death. wiosh he lived here forever than my life woud be complete./ i want gto be forevrer in love, need ot og to doctorsf ace. pillage starting soon but im scared istys gonna make me fat again :( no ui just lost weight dont wanna pu it lback on. want ot eb skinny skinny skinneir by xmaws doe. i hate exams and mockad wsand poo mstot hat shiznt whthta made me vcry. O love youi all i know i said i woud nt but i love yo :D mawan ,wah,wah,. wiiops face. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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[03 Dec 2004|07:50am] |
You are Sandra Gibbs!!
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ahahahahaha!
x
p.s. did anyone else notice that when u go to sign in the goat looks like he has been brutally savaged by santas elves?
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